It’s the early 2010s. Delphi Rodriguez, a twenty-something resident of Cooke Town, Bangalore, fresh from college, signs up for a sought-after theatre intensive, playing the lead in a production of Antigone. Observant and wide-eyed, she is in awe of her mentor, the seasoned actor–director Laila Saldana, and in a part-romantic, part-business alliance with her sort-of boyfriend, the ambitious and clever V. She lives with her no-nonsense single mother, Asha, who works at a bank and hopes her daughter’s tryst with theatre is nothing beyond an investment in “good personality development.” But Delphi, eager for experiences wilder and richer than a sensible master’s degree or a job at the local newspaper, is in it for the long haul.
A cast of quirky supporting characters rides along in her journey of self-discovery, a selection of mostly old-school rock hits forming the background score. There is Dhananjay, the wealthy multi-hyphenate with a sprawling apartment and a keen interest in the theatre (and its leading ladies); Shom, the revered, unlikeable director; Romi, the epitome of high culture and co-founder of Navarasa Theatre; and Naina, the unfortunate aspiring actor born with a silver spoon but lacking in talent. Then there are Delphi’s off-stage companions. Of note is her childhood best friend, Su, in an uphill battle to save her marriage, and John, a fellow intern at the local paper and Delphi’s Marxist moral compass. Delphi and V decide to start a theatre company together. The launch of Navarasa Theatre by Romi and other stalwarts of the arts is a promising moment in the duo’s fledgling careers, giving hope to their plans of writing, directing, and performing before hordes of adoring spectators. But reality comes knock-knock-knockin’ (on heaven’s door). Opportunity, Delphi discovers, is hard won.
The highs and the lows
The five-part narrative plays out in episodic waves, many of them breaking in a drunken haze on a couch or in a bar as Delphi navigates her relationship with her heritage, her romantic desires, the city, and the theatre, for which she holds a simultaneous wide-eyed fascination and an ironic self-awareness. Deepika writes in abundant, unabashed Bangalore slang, rendered in first-person narration as well as in the repartee between the novel’s younger characters.
In one Antigone rehearsal, Delphi struggles to find a “natural” gesture in an argument scene between Antigone and Creon. This Bangalorean vocabulary reappears in a gesture only too familiar to most South Indians: “knuckles pointed forward and thumb upward,” the hand moving “up and down at a vigorous speed” the way “people did when they got into a fight on the street… generally saying something like how dare you, do you know who my father is, or how could you take this U-turn, are you blind, what’s wrong with you, you idiot strand of pubic hair?” The hilarity of this “local” gesture in the production of a Western classic is lost on Delphi; after all, she wonders, if the costumes allude to some kind of Indian-ness, why should the gestures have to be removed from their context? Slowly, earnestly, she starts to see the “colonial leftovers” not just in theatre, but also in daily life; Delphi and V want to tell stories about their reality. She begins to write sketches closely resembling her life—arguments between best friends, a mother and daughter, and a girl and her boyfriend—as she chews on themes of misogyny, power, and privilege.
In December 2012, when the news breaks about a brutal gangrape and murder in Delhi, Delphi’s art and life are thrown together in unexpected ways. The optics of elite theatre-making, and its preoccupation with the performance of political correctness, contend with her impulse to write from lived experience, to appease neither critic nor audience. She seems stumped by the fact that her much-awaited opportunity for recognition, when it arrives, is a direct consequence of gendered violence: “That didn’t sit right. It didn’t sit wrong, either. It just sat.”